Work is fun...and crazy

From the happiest laughter to the highest pitch scream that hurts your ears in an indescribable way. That´s how it is when you work with little children. (or have little children I assume)
During the 3-4 hours I got to experience a range of emotions in a very quick and shifting way- life is exiting when you are with them.
But you know what? Life is really exiting and fun and challenging when you have to take care of kids but I love it. I think I have the best job, and the sweetest kids and they ruin my routines and plans and the boxes I am stuck in and they enjoy little stupid things that grown ups forgot how to enjoy. Life is more exiting when you are a child..or when you are with a child...or like a child haha )

Dizzy morning

Usually when I wake up in the morning I feel a little blurry...
I walk into things and can´t really talk proporly..my words are just blabla..so I am a reeeeeeeally good listener like around 30 minutes after I woke up, cause I still can´t really talk but I am awake enough to hear haha (there are exceptions though) this was not what i was gonna write about but it is just to give you the picture..you have it?

This morning I woke up, being confused as usual, walking 3 times to the same place because I forget what to do in there and as i walk back and forth to the bathroom I walk by some bags that I need to take to the special trash cause its glass and plastics and such.
Twice I feel that my foot hurts, so I decide after a while to see why and I see this looooooong sharp glass piece peeking out of the bag, and I look down on my foot that now has the evidence of blood on the floor. Yep, I cut my foot bloody..and did not react cause I am soo dizzy in the morning...but now I have a band aid on and have to walk alittle on my toes so it won´t hurt. What to do when you don´t depend on coffee anymore?

Dance cleaning

I turn on the computer...wait for a couple of seconds...
Log into spotify...press on the DANCE album list and
TURN the volume UP!!!!!! really really loud, like ouch loud and then
time to make the cleaning fun....by dancing with the vacuum cleaner!
Who said cleaning has to be boring!

Heart

There is something I have been thinking about theese past days.
I dont know who reads my blog and I dont know if you who read are an ateist, christian or whatever you call yourself..but there is something in common for all of us.
Nomatter what you call yourself, we all make mistakes and wrongs, we all have feelings and we all can rise and fall.
No matter who you are, it is your heart that matters.

Now this is a very cliche thing to say, but I am not talking about the typical heart babble...
What I want to say is:
God gives every human a chance before him and he looks to the heart but what is in your heart will show, not just by your thaughts or intentions.
If you say you want to know if there is a God, then you would search for him, and you would find him..and not give up that easily cause your heart would push you to it.
And if you claim that you have found God and you want him, then you would draw yourself close to him.
And if you want say that you have love but there is nothing that shows it..no actions to back up your words, how true is it then?

Now I am not writing this to judge anyone, I am not a judge..and I myself need to think of theese things that I just said..
But really, it is so easy to just go with the flow in life and forget to bring your heart to it.
We all need to guard our hearts, cause everything we do flows from it

The sun is shiiiiiiiining

I had a busy busy busy day today! The sun is shining, I have my light spring jacket on, my hair is blowing in the wind and everything feels so much easier even with only 5 hours of sleep..so since the sun is shining and life is more enjoyable it becomes more fun to have a busy scheduale.
So during this day I have had time to:
Go to school
Have a fika with a friend
Visit a friend
Visit yet another friend
Being part of recordning a bible school trailer
And finally going to another city for a rock concert...
And getting to know knew friends :)
If only the sun was shining most of the year coffee would be outdated

Wow!

Have you heard? HAVE YOU HEARD!!!!!!
50 000 people gathered during this sunday at the festival in Sialkot, Pakistan
9 000 people gave their lives to Jesus! Only on sunday.
Then we also have the two days before when salvations and miracles took place!
Wow! My God is so awesome!

Spring

The sun
The mild wind
The twitter of birds
The pink cloud feeling
The rain on my rooftop
The long bright nights
The smell of fresh
Yes, even the ants invading my space
Are telling me that THE SPRING IS HERE!!

Monday food

What to do on a monday evening to relax but to make home made meatballs with my roomie and sing and dance to the classic music of backstreet boys...
You should be here, the atmosphere of soft voices a la pop from the 90´s and the smell of home made food...mmmmmm

Ps: My roomie has made me laugh so much tonight, let me quote her:

" But Sanna, if you cannot drink coffee to get energy then you can drink redbull"
" we are not making meatballs, they dont look like balls, we are making meatsquares"

Haha, meatsquares, a new speciality!

Sing it in russian

Today I wrote a song in russian for the first time..or I translated one of my old songs into russian..but it was hard.
Russian words are so long I had to rewrite the sentences instead of just saying it the same way as in english.
But tada! I did it and tomorrow I will sing it in my international church! Looking forward to it!